People can’t change time, but time can surely change people. Looking back I’ve always stated I would love to leave Florida. Not sure that I really ever could because of all the things I’ve created here. But in reality starting over seems like the right state of mind. All the benefits of roaming the world alone doesn’t sound all that bad, never has. Florida it’s not that I don’t value all you’ve given me but I feel that it’s not the best for me to stay. I’m not saying I don’t love every single experience I’ve had here. You know that crazy rush that goes through your body every time you’re about to do something that’s going to change your life forever? I know I had changed all my past decisions but this is falling right back into fashion. I honestly don’t intend to hurt anyone with how I feel, it’s just that I feel like there is this empty hole inside me and I know I am meant to do so much more. I don’t wish to run away, nor hide from my problems. In my opinion that’s being a coward. I do like to sit hear at night listen to John Mayer and imagine how my life would turn out. Just I have’nt been honest with myself for a really long time and that’s sad. Something that has changed is the reason why not to be here. It’s not because I’m 15 years old and I’m scared to run into the suppose love of my life. Just kinda wish things were easier said then done, cause if they were I would’ve been on the next plane out of here..